matter wasted

i'm unalarmed to feel

the growing bonds inside me fail

so unafraid to say goodbye...

to the people i thought, i knew so well

looking within myself

i'll see the dreams in full detail

hurt by the one i thought my friend

this is what i have been, shown to love and long for...

this is what ive been shown to want...

this is what i've been shown to want...

so i've hurt myself, with all lies i've seen in my lifetime

i begin to feel security...

inside of your love as, it begins to fade

yes i want myself back

in that room, as i watched you

as you threw me away

why'd you throw me away

where you threw me away

why'd you throw me away

growing into my choices

i was thrown to the bottom

but i found a way, into a place

safe and away...

from the broken promises

in this...life, hoping for closure

i fell from, the heavens

sinking further and further

open my eyes, to a new place

and i close my mind, to the...dreams erased

fading memories, of places visited

yesterday, far away

souveneirs of wasted years, bloodstained tears, will not be cried anymore

lonely winter days are soon too change

looking back, i forget that room

where i watched you, throw me away

throw me away